I talked for hours on the telephone, telling my friends that I was home, and I sat up late at the kitchen table, drinking coffee, reading, and smoking. Most of the city slept. In the quiet, I heard police sirens as far away as Houston Street. Sometimes, I was awakened around noon or later by the smells of my mother's cooking which, like sunlight, became more subtle as the hours passed. Days were much alike. I didn't know Monday from Wednesday until I saw it in the newspaper. I'd forget immediately. After my parents had gone to bed, I'd step out to buy The Times, then stare at the columns of want ads. Among thousands upon thousands of jobs, none said my name. I wanted to do something. I didn't want something to do. Across the darkened living room, down the hall, in the big bed with my mother, my father lay snoring.
Leonard Michaels, Sylvia
